underexposed
random musings of a neurotic
I’ve been away for a while.
[ No Comments ] Posted on 07.06.08 under etc., film
So. I’ve been away for a while. Got lazy. Let my hosting lapse. blah. blah-blah. blah. blah. Lost my old blog. Eh. There were only a few things on there I remember feeling particularly satisfied with anyway.
I’m back. It’s been a busy six months. The past week and a half I’ve been playin’ around with Linux servers, web applications, and a databases. It’s fun. In a satisfying, fruits-for-your-labor sort of way.
Man, what else. Bikes. Trying to get organized. Spending too much money. I don’t know. I have been feeling more productive though. It’s a horrible feeling, feeling like you’re just spinning your wheels, isn’t it? Just… listless. It’s tough keeping up though, I’ll say that. I go through these periods of full on focus, hammering away obsessively on whatever the task, immersing myself in it, then… crash. I’m out of it for a couple of days. Don’t want to be bothered. Just need time to decompress.
I’ve been pretty bad in keeping up with friends these past few months, though, as well. Jeez, it’s actually been more like eight or nine months, now that I think about it. Eh well. Those closest to me will understand. The few. The others have been recent acquaintances through music or photo discussions, and, well, I’m pretty sure they’ll understand too. Probably need to send out some personal messages here and there.
I’m tellin’ you I’ve had it. I’ve had it with all this crap! You took her side every time all you care about is fruit… and touchin’ yourself! Well fffuck you!
- Dewey Cox, Tour Bus Conversations With My Monkey, circa ???
Walk hard, bitches.
ps.
someone remind me to edit that Naruto header to cross out the rude bit.
not sure what that’s all about. maybe stubborn & determined…
